Maybe it's jealousy? Nah, it's not.

Have you ever felt like you and a friend were closer than ''BFFS'' maybe even sisters? I have. I use to be really close to (lets call her Essie) Essie last year. We would meet at our usually spot every morning and do our homework because we were procrastinators. We hung out 24/7 and told each other everything. I didn't give it much thought at the time, but I think some people blamed me for the cause of Essie's former ''BFF'' (lets call her Kate), Kate. They had a fight, but I thought it was a mis-communication between one another. This year I barely talked to Essie. We had no classes together. We never met in the morning like we use to and now since she has made up with Kate, I feel like I've been pushed aside. Sure..I have new, closer friends now, but i still miss Essie. There was a huge whole between us that was slowly forming without my notice. I tried to make plans with her, but they all ended in failure. I started to give up because i saw no hope and it didn't seem like she was trying that hard to hang out with me either. Within our conversations, I was always the first one to text her, never the opposite. I feel sad because of my replacement. I guess our relationship wasn't that great to begin with? Who knows. I just miss her a lot. Although, since it's a brand new year, I should leave all my worries and such behind and start fresh. It feels good venting my feelings to a small public or maybe no one reads my blogs, but I think I'm going to start doing this more often.

I'm starting to believe what my parents have been trying to tell me all these years. "There's no such thing as 'best friends forever' every single person eventually moves on with their own life and leaves you behind'' :\

New Years Resolution:
1. Take better care of body and skin!
2. Be more open and social with friends
3. Do not stress about small matters (if it's meant to be, It'll happen?)
4. Have a better diet (lay off the noodles and such)
5. Exercise and stick to a sport

Happy New Years<3
Wewwwt 2010 :)

Bluebell's Giveaway ♥

Bluebell is having a giveaway as a way to thank everyone who has subscribed to her. She has 100+ now :) There will be 3 winners. Please visit her blogsite, subscribe to her, and enter!!

http://bluebell81.blogspot.com/2009/12/100-leser-gewinnspiel100-readers.html

copy and paste that and go go go :)

Merry Christmas!!!!

Siz Little World Giveaway♥

Holiday Giveaway :D

Content of Giveaway:

1 x Lotree SPF21 BB Prime Control Base > 100g

1 x Lotree Eyelash Curler with refill

1 x Lotree Purple Holiday Compact > 4g

1 x Lotree Purple Holiday Fresh Pink Tint > 8ml

1 x Lotree Purple Holiday Gold Shimmers e/s >2.5g

1 x Lotree Long Lash & Curling Extreme Mascara

Rules:
For one Entry:
1.Must be a follower
2.Leave a comment stating one of your most wanted wish list item
3.Provide her a contactable email address as she needs you to respond within 48 hours

For two Entries:

1.Post about this Giveaway on your blog & provide link in separate comments

Good Luck to all who enters!!♥

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eki love's 1400+ follower giveaway!

Eki is my absolute favoritist blogger ever! I literally check everyday to see if she has updated her site. She is just THAT amazing♥ I'm so happy for you eki, that you've reached that many followers. It's because you deserve it :) Well everyone, she's giving away a little treat for one lucky person. All you have to do is be a follower and enter under her blog post. Make sure to post about it on your blog to get an extra entry and tell all your friends/family about her!

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go go go :)

p.s.
i hope everyone enjoyed their black friday shopping + weekend!♥

50+Giveaway

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Enter her contest :D

Halloween Contest!

Hey guys, it's been a while huh? I'm sorry I haven't been updating my blog lately with contests. I've been too busy with school and other extra activities. So, I bet everyone is excited for Halloween? Ghosts, witches, vampires, and etc! Oh goodie :) Everyone should check out
Sarah Smith's blog, she's the bomb! For more information check it out! I'm not telling you this time because you really have to see for yourself ;)

http://macalicious-iheartcosmetics.blogspot.com/2009/10/halloween-competition-urban-decay.html

I'll try posting more contests/giveaways/blog sales as much as I can!
Have fun and be safe on Halloween =)